my Dick’s self love...

Hi Seb, I have been checking out your website for a long time, well done mate. I am looking for a sex professional who can help me deal with my Dick’s self love and an unfulfilled longing for almost ritualized wank Magick ceremonies where my Dick can commune with another practiser of Magick. My name is Alan I am 44, slender but with a little belly, a biggish dick with an 8mm Prince Albert and a line of piercings that go from the bottom of It’s shaft along the perineum towards my arse. I think I am quite Tantric without all the mumbo jumbo. I just love the energy that my Dick summons up when it demands to be hard. I get off on breath play too, deep holding of it, having my guts pinched in with a corset or clingfilm so the lungs have to really control themselves. My Dick also loves it when I put elastic bands around my head and look like a freak also it sometimes makes me shove things down my throat til I gag, like tubing and stuff and I have to lube up my throat to help it-I use toothpaste a lot.

I have yet to meet someone who can goad me on enough and help me push it down. Got a real thing about my throat being abused. But always there is some element of otherness and I love my Dick. I could play with it all day and keep it happy, and with my piercings, when I wank away at it, it jangles like music. Now I can pretty much usually fulfil all these desires and often alone but I have a real yearning for something quite ritualized and I was wondering if you could summon up some Sex Magick and indulge me or share some ceremonial indulgence? You seem like a real friendly guy but it is the ceremony that I have always missed and am searching for and I want to please a fellow congregationalist who will encourage me to delve down into something and show them it. By the way would like to share a fantasy i have lately been having imagining you sticking me in a mask, getting a woman in with a shaved cunt who make me lick her out good and hard til her labia dangles onto my tongue like the little dick that it is, all the while you are fucking her up the arse. Anyway would be interested to see if you can help me. Respectfully, Alan

Don't you just love a Saturday, a day off to just enjoy yourself? I lay in bed just thinking of the urgent wank and the pic's I sent you, back in February but what I did find Erotic was the E-mail I wrote describing it. My initial reaction to this request wasn't received warmly I may add. But now I find that I've enjoyed the whole experience and it's given me a sensual avenue to express myself. A dull and jaded sex life has been rejuvenated, for which I thank you. For on several occasions since I have spilt my cum. It must have looked hilarious, me sitting stark naked in front of my computer. Typing with one hand on the keyboard, dick in the other, it's a wonder it made any sense at all. But I feel I didn't do the male penis or orgasm justice. So with your indulgence Seb. I would like to try again. So guys pants down dick in hand lets go.  I've been thinking of this all week as I start my PREPARATION, drinking more water every day to increase the quantity of semen. And excise my groin and buttocks by squeezing and holding them tight for as long as possible, doing this whenever I think of it, this helps with ejaculation intensity. I also spend time anticipating and fantasying the pending masturbation, once again to improve intensity. It wasn't easy to get through a full week with out masturbating. Thursday morning being my worst day waking with an erection with a pressing hardness, and what can only be described as a heavy feeling in my testicals. Not trusting myself I quickly dressed and left for work. But now preparation is complete, and it's time to enjoy myself. So now I lay in bed, contemplating the joys of masturbating, doing just what you like, when and how you like it. Pleasing no-one but yourself. Not having your partner move at a crucial moment, the benefits are enormous. Sometimes it's a necessity to give yourself this time. I remember the words of a friend during a mutual masturbation session. As he watched me racing to reach orgasm, pumping my cock at a furious rate. This was due to my youth and the fear someone would catch me, with my dick in my hand. David he said the destination is great but take time to enjoy the journey this good advice was from a man who could masturbate for hours and you could see the enjoyment written on his face. He had an uncanny ability to manipulate a dick. And I was fortunate enough to experience his expertise. To this day, I live by his advice. I find myself unconsciously stroking the head of my penis, with thumb and forefingers in a twisting motion. My half erect penis responding with an appreciative throb. The shaft lifting the head of my cock, up into my thumb and fingers. I chuckle to myself as I know I am going to masturbate today and my penis senses it to. But today I'm in no hurry intending to enjoy every tantalising second of this. I get up walking to the shower, conscious of my half erect penis caught somewhere between erection and gravity, the semi engorged weight of my cock pulling on the mussels supporting it, giving me a quite pleasant feeling. I turn on the shower to Luke warm as the day is hot. I wash my body and shave my genitals, leaving only the landing strip. I prefer a clean shaven cock and balls. For this I like to use Nivea shaving gel. This has a thick slippery consistency and is good to masturbate with. I indulged in a few quick strokes as I wash it off. Not drying myself I head out to my kitchen to prepare breakfast and coffee all the time, my cock fighting gravity and erection. I step out on the patio, instantly the morning sun warms my body, a soft breeze caressing my buttocks and flowing over my penis and testicles. My wet body accentuating the feeling of the cooling breeze. I close my eyes and imagine a Geisha running a silk scarf over my buttocks and genitals. The feeling similar, I stand there for a couple of minutes taking in the feeling and enjoying my nakedness.  The smell of coffee bringing me back to earth. I notice my penis now more erect. although not fully. I sit down for breakfast and coffee. I let my imagination run wild remembering past sexual partners, two ladies in particular, (both on separate occasions I'm not that lucky) One was a complete exhibitionist and loved to fuck in public, she also had an inclination to anal sex. The other although quite demure loved to watch me masturbate. These two ladies are directly responsible, when they asked me what my orgasm felt like. This was after an enormous orgasm that left them both quite stunned, about the intensity and amount of cum I ejaculated.

I stumbled over incoherent words and to tell you the truth I could not explain it. So I embarked on a search for how it felt. And I found masturbation to be the most effective tool. I notice my imagination has bought my dick fully erect and pointing skyward. I stand up to view my creation. My circumcised penis, on the higher end of the average scale. But still average the stiff shaft protrudes from my body, a slight arch half way up increasing the angle skyward, the head slightly bulbous making it visibly separate from the shaft. The lower part of my penis a healthy pink colour, blending to an inflamed, warmer red at the upper part of my shaft. This gave the impression my dick was angry and dangerous. My scrotum loose with my testicals hanging low due to the heat of the day. Enough procrastination there are pleasures of the flesh to be had. I head to the bathroom for the massage oil, my erection swinging from side to side like a pointer. I grab the oil and follow my dick out to the back garden again. I stand and pour a little oil over the back of my erect penis. I let it spill over my cock and watch it drip to the ground, while I absorb its feeling of warmth. With my right hand I work the lubricant over my dick, twisting my hand to ensure good coverage. Unhappy with the results I apply a second application. sometimes I prefer a small amount of lubricant so I can feel my penis. But today I want my dick soaking wet, I want it to slip and slide in my hand. I have a better result this time with an allover film, enabling my hand to slide over it with little friction. I use tybra massage oil as I find it is a touch thicker and enhances the feeling. I get this from a local health shop. I think the guy that runs it is a wake up to me. I begin my MASTURBATION. Stroking my stiff shaft, engulfing my glans on the up stroke, moving slowly down my wet shaft to cup my balls and scrotum. I keep the pace slow and deliberate, as today I'm in no hurry. I enjoy the feeling of my hand running up and down my wet lubricated shaft as it searches the length for sensations. I vary each stroke slightly to explore every millimeter of my cock. I feel my scrotum contract rolling my testicals closer to my body, obviously to warm the semen for ejaculation. This is the beginning of my bodies metamorphous into orgasm. Dave

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