Heterosexual is merely a lie, albeit a very promiscuous one Seb Cox

There is a community of the spirit. Join it, and feel the delight of walking in the noisy street and being the noise. Drink all your passion, and be a disgrace. Close both eyes to see with the other eye Rumi

- What do you think caused your heterosexuality? 

- When and how did you first decide you were a heterosexual?

- Is it possible your heterosexuality is just a silly phase your going through?

- Could it be that your heterosexuality stems from a neurotic fear of others of the same sex?

-  If you've never tried homosexual sex, how can you be sure you wouldn't prefer that?

- Heterosexual are notorious for assigning themselves and one another rigid, stereotyped sex roles. Why must you cling to such unhealthy role-playing?

- Why are Heterosexuals so promiscuous? 

- How can you hope to actualize your God-given homosexual potential if you limit yourself to exclusive, compulsive heterosexuality?

- Techniques have been developed that might enable you to cured if you really want to. After all, you never deliberately chose to be a heterosexual, did you?

I have to do this everyday: I am senior bear and if you had told me when I was a kid, that I would one day March in a Gay Pride parade, I wouldn't have been able to get my mind around it. Brought up in the twisted world of Fifties wacko Irish-American Catholicism, I thought I shouldn't be gay but was wracked with the intense charge of my deepest desires. I was very smart and read all the books that proved that gay love was, if not a sin, a disease to be cured. I wasted the next twenty years of my life in a vane attempt to become who I wasn't and pouring large amounts of alcohol down my throat to kill the pain. My penis was a lot smarter than my head and right from the get go I was telling me the truth about myself. My first wet dream: I am standing by the stairs that lead to the door of the Basement Chapel of St.Mary's. My brother's friend Leo walks up to me; he is naked. I am naked. Our hard penises kiss and I wake up to find my pajamas sticky with sperm. Forty five years ago and it still makes me hard! I dated girls. They were nice girls. I ran on the fantasy that if I got laid it would prove I was straight and I would be all right. I later found out that for me sex with a woman was a trick I could pull off and so what. The sad truth is that, in my case, whether I was dating in my young manhood or fucking a couple of women or using some poor soul as an unwilling  beard, I was using these people to fix me. Not a good way to treat anyone. I have a friend from hight school days. In college we used to double date. He asked me one Saturday night why I was always so depressed when we were going out. I couldn't tell him  that  when I was sitting behind him as we drove off with the girls I wanted more than I can describe even now  to lean forward and cover the muscular white ivory of his neck bites and nibbling kisses. One of the worst nights of my life was spent in the same bed with him inches from me and unable  to be touched. And in the midst of all this I was cruising the bushes and the block ,where men fished for sex, for hours and days on end.

Occasionally I got lucky but never happy. When I finally fucked a woman I added two and two and,as usual,came up with twenty-two! Since I was now cured of being queer I would enter the seminary, live with men,  and wear a long black dress. But my prick was still smarter than I was and had a plan of its own. At the end of summer recess I decided to "go for a walk" in the woods near my mothers new house. There were often trucks and cars parked along the road. Eventually I spied a neighbor hood beauty I'll name Paul. He was lying sunning himself wearing as near to nothing as I had ever seen. Perhaps twenty, long spare body, black hair,a face as Irishly handsome as his other brothers. He new I was cruising him. He wanted to be cruised. Was he getting hard? I was. My shyness made me slow to come near. (I later learned how important this is in building explosive sexual tension] In my memory the details become blurred in what I know was a storm of hungry mouths, groping hands, naked flesh: years of longing tearing the sky apart. We were both too trapped in the Big Closet America was then to capitalize on what the God Eros had pulled us into, but I look back an say what a start, There follows many years of therapies, jobs, lots of sex, lots of Bourbon, all enhanced by a talent for self pity. I often say living those years was like riding a bicycle with no chain gears. Then a great blessing: Stonewall and I began trying to come out. Next I was forced to put down the booze. That first summer sober I was in a daze most of the time but, Eros be praised, that Summer they were relaying all the water and sewer pipes in the town where I was living. The work was being done by a Syrian owned company. Most of the workers were Arab, Italian or Spanish. I was defenseless against the strength and beauty unselfconscious erotic power of what I saw. I would go down town for lunch, see  a few more of these glorified bodies, something would light up inside of me inside of me and I had to accept that my deep love of the male was my gift from that erotic God. A few more brain cells would come back on line. That the spermy kiss of Leo's penis was a blessed gift from god Andy Mc

Most men have a deep-down instict for male friendships. It's true most men are "homosexual" in their social relationships. Beside, our base insticts tells us to "compare" to other men, especially in looks, athletic figure, cock size, cut or uncut. We all human beings wish to have more freedom even to the point of touching another man's body, cock, etc. Perhpas even trying to fuck a man or vice-versa. This does not mean that all males are either bisexual or gay, but there is somewthing there, according to Freud, that makes kinky when we think about other men, especially close male friends. So, having an obssesion with gay porno, doesn't necessarily mean that you are gay. Most of us keep this obssesion for gay porno and large dicks hidden in out hearts. We have been repressed by society, Judeo-Christian religion, and our own manliness. Most men would love to feel free and touch their closest male friend's cock, even some would love to suck it, or vice-versa. We males are not 0ne hundred percent straight. That's for sure! So, don't feel bad. Xendrix

im only temporarily curious every now and then, about once every couple of months for one night, but as a straight guy i have many sexual fantasies that include men, and sometime i dream about being with many men like about 10 of different races, diff size cocks, all of which i would like to taste as they take turns cumming in my mouth on my face and feel their hot cum squirt all over my naked body and my mouth/throat even my never-been-penetrated asshole, i want a guy behind me fucking my ass, a guy in front of me with his cock deep in my mouth and a big dick in each of my hands and the rest of the cocks just rubbing any place on my body-so basically i want to have an orgy with about 20 guys, or just be with one guy, and take turns making them orgasm several times each and feel and taste the cock juice after i lick every one of them's balls then suck,fuck,suck,stroke-stroke,and suck the cum from out their balls- up thru thier penis and squirt out thier dicks-hole, thats it, then go into the next room filled with 20 naked women and eat their pussys and fuck them all , then the 20 guys come in the room, they each pick a female and let her suck him off so they all cum inside the womens mouths, then the women come over to me with a mouthfull of semen and we make out for a few minutes till theirs no cum left in their mouths. Jay-T

I can honestly say that the idea of having sex with another man anal or oral doesnt appeal to me. The thought of it actually turns me off. The idea of another man touching and having dominance over me in any sexual manner is especially a turn off in fact it brings out feelings of the alpha male submitting to another male and it is a very negative thought with me to be totally honest. I dont like submitting to other men in any way I am wihtout a doubt STR8...However I have nothing whatsoever against gay men and respect them as human beings as long as they dont force their sexual preference upon me in a rude or over bearing manner. I have had gay friends and never contemplated having sex with them however found their company nice as far as their personality is concerned. Many gay folks have great personalities they are trustworthy and dependable and very nurturing friends more STR8 men should try and make a gay friend where no sexual tension is involved they make some fantastic plutonic friends. Anthony

Dude...Give it a try. Maybe you will like it, maybe not. GAY is a life style, not what you do in bed. You can be straight and still love dick play with other guys. Let me know how you do. Becker

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